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آنچه عنوان می گوید. من چند هفته است که این احساس را در دل خود دارم تا بیشتر به بهائیت نگاه کنم. من مسیحی بزرگ شدم و چند سال پیش از آن خارج شدم. به بودیسم نگاه کردم، اما آن احساس معنوی را که می‌خواهم به من نداد. من می‌خواهم باور کنم که خدا وجود دارد، اما بعد از اینکه …

I joined the Baha'i Faith at age 21 in a small town. Where we had real firesides in the woods, with a fire burning! It was pretty cool, I have to say. Then I moved to a big city, and my world expanded. By age 32 or so, wasn't into the Faith too much. And pretty much stopped going to …

I'm just venting after decades as a member of the Faith, but 90% inactive. I'm just looking for what's true in life. No, the Faith isn't evil, but I feel it is on a deeply emotional level. Is it controlling? It feels that way to me. It's a converting machine. Every meeting ever went to was about teaching. I eventually …